Monday, 29 April 2013

Dreaming Inside.

Some how, this song has been the closest to my heart.
Days before he met with the accident, he told me about this song.
I still connect things when listening to it.
Linkin Park remains a legend.

Thursday, 25 April 2013


Two years.

Two years in this place have passed.

I thought I couldn’t stand a place more than two years ever, the feeling to run away eventually crept in.

This is strange. Before the break begins, I want to stay. I want to stay here forever. Like frozen in time.

Never felt like I could feel this. I am in love with this place. This time.

Three more years down the lane left. I feel I never would want them to end.

I always thought I was the Frisbee, the one who’d end up feeling trapped in every place eventually.

I see myself as someone else now. Someone permanent for a change.

They say- only the one’s who’d believe in it, will find it, for Magic.

I seem to have found mine!

This is beautiful. Everything. I want this to stay.

Monday, 15 April 2013

7th September 2012.

They say I am one of those who lives in the past.
I like to believe that too, it's a whole new dimension in the past.
My own chariot of dreams.
Here's what I wrote on 7th September 2012. (Might sound lame, but I remember the beautiful feeling when I was jolting this down, this is an ode to that feeling) :)

The happy part of me,
I owe it to you!
You make my heart dance, 
like it's in a shower!

You show me all the glitter and the glee
Like I'm a frisbee,
who just learned to flee!

You make my wings flatter,
puff in the rain,
Your presence makes me feel,
like nothing goes in vain.

 You're my sunshine,
my porcupine!
My little bliss,
the immortal kiss!

My worldly haste,
the dreamer's face!

I love you, 
and there's nothing that doesn't do!

You make this world, 
the happiest place to be,
with all the posh-glosh,
and moon light for free!

You're my garden of hope,
I'm stuck to you like a cloak!
I don't know why,
but it's perfectly alright,
to be with you all the time
dreaming of you all the while!

Thinking like everything's here,
whenever you're near!
And when you give that look,
It makes me think, that's the hook
that keeps my heart stuck to yours.

When you sleep or when you cry,
you give me everything you are,
your smile and your guitar,
you're my little glitter boy,
I love you like a child loves a toy!

You're my prince charming,
there's everything in you alarming!
You make me think that I can never love, 
someone as much as I love you.
for there can't be someone,
as mine as you!

Give me my happiness and blow away that puffy cheek,
bring it here and let me show you how not to weep!
I want to be with you all the time,
with you holding me high.
For me, you're everything to be,
left no where else to flee!

I love you,
and without a reason why!
'cause I'll keep loving you,
no matter how hard you try!

This is no catch, no trap,
just telling you, you mean so much to me.
Everything that's left behind
truly tells me why,
there aren't enough 
pigeons in the sky!

There's everything I'll love you for,
every person you'll ever be,
the little boy I know,
or the man you are to be!

You know you are better than perfection for me!
Here's telling you why, I love you reasonlessly. 

I didn't mean to make any sense.
There's this mad state of love, which out pours when drunk.
This was drunk me screaming to A, the whys of he and me.