Friday, 13 December 2013

Insatiable bliss.

Waking up to the sound of your breathing beside me gave a sense of peace. The pictures were still hazy from within the alcohol, the shimmering sunny curtains, the wind chime blowing by, the glossily lit colored glass works, the painting of that horse running by. For a few moments everything was still moving, like happiness was blowing by. The sound of the cuckoo on the window sill, the greenness outside the frames, the slowly moving fan above our head, like we were in a perfect little world, painting our dreams.
You lifted the fallen shell of that sheet to cover me still too bright to open your eyes. I was lost in the gaze held towards you, like time stood still, the world was passing by.
I whispered in your ear are we still dreaming?
That cornered dimple smile flashed by, holding me closer, you gave a slight nod.
Those mornings are far. There's not a Never though. 
P.S. I'm dreaming of him again. But surprisingly, there's happiness to it. Content. Joy.
So much for a dead boyfriend aging 3 years and 11 months now!

29 comments:

  1. "I whispered in your ear are we still dreaming?" This is my favorite part. Enchanting. ♡

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  2. Life sure can make us stop and be sure we appreciate all things before, it's too late. This is a great reminder of that.

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  3. I cannot even begin to imagine the story which you've been dealing with for 3 years and 11 months now.

    Brilliantly written. You're so strong!

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  4. That's some enlighteningly heavy text, and the writing is nothing short of exquisite. In my words, that's good shit.

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  5. I love how we can visit anyone in our dreams, how we can recapture moments in our dreams, how anything and everything is possible in our dreams...it's a beautiful thought. This was beautifully written.

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  6. The feelings of endearment live on! The memories seldom fade! Nicely PA!

    Hank

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  7. there are some that will never leave us...and that we will see them again as if they were still there...sometimes this is sad, others i am thankful for, for sure...smiles.

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  8. The loss of someone one loves stays with you but good memories live on. Beautifully expressed.

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  9. This was incredibly beautiful, these kind of memories are the special ones... sad but meaningful...

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  10. I'm sorry for your loss. Sometimes we won't let go until we're ready to move forward. We hold onto happy memories. Time heals. Maybe your dream means you're finally both at peace. Beautifully written.

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  11. So much life in your words...lovely ~ grateful for you joining my blog :)xx

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  12. Obviously love is one of those immortal things…it just gets transformed…you are one beauty of a lover for sure…

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  13. You are really strong. I hope you realize that.

    God bless :)

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  14. The good memories surely last, and with dreams we can get visits from the past

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  15. We never stop missing those that we love. Never ever. Coping skills kick in and we move on in our own ways, as best we can. Other people enter our lives and bring their distinctiveness and their joy. But we never forget and in our private hearts, love endures.

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  16. Advanced Merry Christmas & Happy New Year greetings and also Thanks and Smiles:) for ur support till now Dear Blogger Buddy God<3U:)

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  17. Those who have left this world for the next, the ones we love, are never really far away. They live on...in our hearts, our minds, our dreams.

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  18. The best thing about dreams is that they feel like real life, sometimes more than life itself.

    /Avy

    http://mymotherfuckedmickjagger.blogspot.com

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  19. I love that we have our dreams-an open door for them to enter. Our hearts are always
    open~ Beautifully written

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  20. what else can I say except 'beautiful'
    Love touches you forever!

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  21. The shortest instances can be so beautiful. :'3

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  22. Hello! ;)
    I loved your blog in terms of interesting posts, appearance.
    I am very impressed. Yours!
    Have a nice day!

    ~ In the free time I invite you also to me! :)

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  23. Beautiful!
    "I whispered in your ear are we still dreaming?" ....loved that

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