Tuesday, 31 March 2015

Holdin' on and letting go.

I don't like the phase I'm going through.

A part of me is in love, but there's a broken part of me which wouldn't let me.

So, I've been playing hide and seek with a part of myself.

And this means everyday battles within.

When the winds are stronger and the heart's pumping faster,

its worse.

A part of me, wouldn't let me look at him, even when I think I like him,

and a part would just suffer, even when I've tried helping it.


  1. I hope you get the courage to listen to your heart and move on. Letting go is not always easy. I have learnt it the hard way.

  2. Knowledge is knowing a tomato is a fruit; wisdom is not putting it in a fruit salad. Not everyone is "right" for you even though they may be right for somebody else. It takes time to grasp the difference and to reconcile yourself to that.

  3. It is difficult when our feelings are in conflict, you must listen to your heart and decide what is right for you.
    xoxoxo ♡

  4. Letting go is never easy... this is my year... I have come to know that 'he' doesn't want someone like me, it is evident in who he chose instead... he wants insecure and jealous, I think it makes him feel better, I could never be that for him... she can...

  5. I HATE these internal struggles. But please, try to find what your heart wants, and follow it, no matter the other voices...

  6. Do you have to decide and choose ASAP?
    I would take my time, take some deep breaths ( do breathing exercises, write pros and cons and even after figuring out with an open mind do what the heart tells, because after all it is the heart that is puzzled.

  7. Oh that push and pull is so painful, I can attest to that. Its really crazy but you have to choose just one. And the wisest is the most painful. That's letting go.

  8. Sometimes you have to turn that part off and just jump on in

  9. I feel as though you and me are very much in the same spot. Those daily battles make me so tired.

  10. I love this. It's hard to just let go and love. Listen to your heart.

  11. I understand how you feel. You know what I did then - Listened a little deeper.
    You know it deep down, it's just the fear that you need to overcome. Give yourself a break and do what your heart says.

    Hugs and loads of love, sweetheart :)

  12. Dilemmas, my dear. Dilemmas.

  13. I've never been completely in love, there's always a part of me that's hurting and wondering what else there is. Take care.